unimportant day

now i only realize

my birthday is just my mum suffering day & is not a special day for me

because...on that day...
i din have a full cake which is belong to me
i din have phone call from fren
i din hv a special hand made card
i din hv special video
i din hv present
i din hv best fren wish
i din hv surprise
i din hv 1st round 2nd round 3rd round of celebration
even my fren also can forget and send "happy belated bday"

so sad :'(